How I’m overcoming my fears about traveling and public speaking
A columnist prepares to present about COPD at the upcoming GOLD conference
I haven’t traveled since the COVID-19 pandemic started. This is partly because I was afraid of contracting the virus, but also because I wasn’t sure I had the stamina to travel due to my chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD) and other health issues. Dealing with acute respiratory distress syndrome last year took a lot out of me. I’ve worked hard to get back to where I was before this exacerbation, but I’m not sure I’m there yet.
Last weekend, however, I booked an Amtrak train ride from my home in West Virginia to Philadelphia, where I will be attending the Global Initiative for Chronic Obstructive Lung Disease (GOLD) conference on Nov. 13. I’m also scheduled to give a presentation about managing COPD exacerbations.
Although it’s a wonderful opportunity, I have spent three months wondering if I should cancel my engagement.
COVID-19 is not out of the picture, but I have protective face masks that I plan to wear throughout my trip. I have yet to contract the virus, which I believe is due to vaccinations, hand sanitation, and masking. I will be surrounded by friends at the conference who can help me if I become tired or sick, whether it’s a result of COPD or another illness.
I was also concerned about how my animals might fare while I’m away. My cat, Snowball, is terrified of most people, and while I was hospitalized last year, she refused to come out from under the couch. Fortunately, a friend that Snowball isn’t afraid of has agreed to housesit the animals while I’m gone.
Thus, I was left with no excuses not to book my trip.
The final hurdle
Now that I’ve confirmed my plans, I arrive at the issue that’s probably been in my way all along: my anxiety about delivering a good presentation.
Many of my mentors on this COPD journey will be at the GOLD conference, and I’m feeling relatively small and insignificant among these giants. One of the people I admire most, Wisia Wedzicha, MD, a professor of respiratory medicine at the Imperial College London’s National Heart and Lung Institute, is even presenting alongside me.
Thankfully, a dear friend is helping me prepare my presentation, which should help with my jitters and give me more confidence.
I’m feeling more alive than I have in a long time. This change in my spirit probably stems from looking forward to traveling and speaking — things I used to do often. Traveling, meeting new people, and reconnecting with old friends will be a pleasant change of pace.
I still have anxiety about the trip, but at least I have taken the first step.
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